手足を不自由にする／（物事を）損なうd, crying and convulsing in agony, Celine Dion's illness is unwatchably cruel. But, says KENNEDY, hidden in this new 文書の is a message so 破滅的な once you realize it you'll howl in 悲惨 too
Celine Dion lays 明らかにする her demons in a new 文書の that's almost unwatchably 残虐な.
In 'I Am: Celine Dion' we see an icon 減らすd, 穴を開けるd up まっただ中に Las Vegas splendor, 手足を不自由にする／（物事を）損なうd by agony, 支えるd by boatloads of Valium, literally 掴むing, weeping ? shrieking ? on camera.
Stiff Person Syndrome (SPS), her autoimmune 病気 of one-in-a-million rarity, has 麻ひさせるd her 発言する／表明する and stolen her ability to sing.
The muscles in her chest, she explains, 押し進める against her 肺s, strangling her superhuman song machine.
'I don't want fans to hear that,' she cries, rasping out a few 妨げる／法廷，弁護士業s. She doesn't want to be seen but she feels she must.
In 'I Am: Celine Dion' we see the icon 減らすd, 穴を開けるd up まっただ中に Las Vegas splendor, 手足を不自由にする／（物事を）損なうd by agony, 支えるd by boatloads of Valium, literally 掴むing, weeping - shrieking - on camera.
'The lying is too 激しい,' she says, 明らかにする／漏らすing how she's 内密に 戦う／戦いd SPS for nearly two １０年間s, concocting excuses and ruses for cancelled shows ? a sinus 感染, a 審理，公聴会 problem ? or putting the microphone to the audience when she couldn't get the words out, and taking 得点する／非難する／２０s of pills?a day.
'I could have died,' she 収容する／認めるs.
After scrapping her planned 2021 Sin City residency, she feels she 借りがあるs 支払う／賃金ing fans an explanation ? Adele, take 公式文書，認める! ? and 公約するs a return to the 行う／開催する／段階: 'If I can't run, I'll walk. If I can't walk, I'll はう… I won't stop.'
The problem: It's hard to know if her sheer 軍隊 of will, her limitless bravery, will be enough. And who is Celine Dion without her 発言する／表明する?
We see her life and career boxed in a 倉庫／問屋, 臨床の, almost funereal: Shoes and 衣装s, gowns and her children's old toys ? never to be worn or played with again.
Between IV drips and plasma infusions, she struggles to 持続する normalcy for her sons ? the two youngest, just 13-years-old, likely don't much remember their father.
Ren? died in 2016, and it's （疑いを）晴らす Celine never 回復するd. How much 苦しむing can one woman take?
After a two-year break from singing, she 軍隊s herself through a painful 記録，記録的な／記録するing 開会／開廷／会期, obsessing in a way only a true 星／主役にする can.
Stiff Person Syndrome (SPS), her autoimmune 病気 of one-in-a-million rarity, has 麻ひさせるd her 発言する／表明する and stolen her ability to sing.
She hates what she hears on the playback and 押し進めるs her 団体／死体 to break through ? the 哀れな penance that follows is enough to make you turn away.
Her therapist first notices the ebbing spasm in her foot. Relax, he says, her ankle locked at 90-degrees.
But her 手渡すs contort like claws and soon she's lying rigid on her 前線, her 支援する arching unnaturally, and unable to 解除する her neck.
Then comes the frothing, 十分な-blown seizure. 医療の staff 急ぐ in but the nosey cameras remain.
Diva 負かす／撃墜する.
Ten long minutes of 拷問d convulsions and child-like cries, 涙／ほころびs smear her 構成-解放する／自由な 直面する. How could we be 許すd to see such intimate torment?
I 手配中の，お尋ね者 to jump through the 審査する and help, to turn away the 調査するing レンズ and save her last dregs of dignity.
But in admitting her 当惑, at exposing her loss of 支配（する）／統制する, Celine takes 支配（する）／統制する ? and gives us the most honest narrative she can 召集（する） of her life, her 遺産／遺物, this cruel final 一時期／支部.
Her 手渡すs contort like claws and soon she's lying rigid on her 前線, her 支援する arching unnaturally, and unable to 解除する her neck. Then comes the frothing, 十分な-blown seizure.
Ten long minutes of 拷問d convulsions and child-like cries, 涙／ほころびs smear her 構成-解放する／自由な 直面する. How could we be 許すd to see such intimate torment?
In lieu of a 発言する／表明する, this may be all she has left to 申し込む／申し出 legions of admirers desperate for one more 業績／成果.
No one is ready for this to be the last goodbye ? least of all Celine herself.
We 証言，証人／目撃する a woman who subsists on hope and a ferocious 願望（する） to channel her remaining talent and energy into 回復. We pray with her for a nebulous 介入 ? medicinal or miraculous ? to pull her 支援する from the brink.
But worse than any on-審査する 外傷／ショック is the 耐えるing 現実化 that this grand 小旅行する of Celine's life and 苦痛 is 存在 told now so that she gets to tell it, a living eulogy for a 星／主役にする that 辞退するs to be dimmed.
